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LOVE'S BALLET

You cannot label this love
Something is magnified here
If I add in the word true
Your reflection will appear.

I cannot touch your hand
You are somewhere off in the distance
Then perhaps your mind for a minute
My heart keeps up its persistence.

Even if for one moment you reflect
Am I smiling in your heart?
How am I portrayed in there?
Is it clear or like some abstract art

We are only temporarily apart
Guess when my love unmasked you
If my love will never end
This distance somehow has to.

I strive to enrich your life
Let me fast forward what’s past due
I apologize my love landed on you
I have no control of its vast crew.

Make chance your friend
Because reassurance just past through
My love knew you from start to end
Now giving my heart the last clue.

I have found my soul mate
What now do I fear?
Should I never see you again
To devotion I will adhere.

Take these words with you
So that you can be clear
True love just hit you
And forever is sincere.

I feel like I need to call you
Outside of your work
I feel I need to embrace you
But not with the labels of a jerk.

I feel like I need to know you
But not within the drag of time
Without you my words can show you
Gestures of a paralyzed mime.

With you pain is a perception
My heart's luxury is your charm
I feel like I need to show you how
To forget about the word harm.

You are the center of my life
I never thought someone could be
In the confusing blind world of love
I have found something to see

May I just look into your eyes?
I need to take that with me
To me you symbolize
Love for a soul mate set free


SUNSHINE TOMORROW

U look right though me without thinking
I can't see past your eyes
A transparency that keeps sinking
Fate must strengthen its ties

I showed you what love is
You showed me how abandonment works
A nightmare that couldn't be worse
Suddenly hell appears with its perks.

I tried to get you there
I need someone self assured
You're not budging from ignorance
Or its outside world

The only person I was trying to make you into is a better one
I now see you don't have that emotional range
Nothing left there to discover, the gutter won
Everything from here will seem strange.

You keep me at a cruel distance
Is that a new form of caring?
Wait until you reflect on happiness
Karma won’t be as sparing.

You didn't become trash because you left me
You are trash had you never met me.
I guess you can take a person out of shit
But you can't take the shit out of a person
The bridge I'm on to leave you keeps collapsing
What is left of this verse then.

When I'm gone everything will deceive you
My pain will be passing
As my wound heals yours will lead you
From a sea of salt never fasting.

I will not dig through a pile of trash
To find that ounce of a decent human being
Go sort through your manipulation
And find the part you're not seeing.

That layer we know underneath
Now you believe in us apart
No one will ever touch or beat
How I trusted you with my heart.

Stop destroying my confidence
Worrying about your future
Stop nurturing my doubts
To ensure you pull out my suture.

Seems like we never existed
Seems like I loved you before
My devastation persisted
Twice you lied now it's at four.

My illusions must have missed it
A love phantom missing a core
Took blind faith and kissed it
A foundation built with no floor.

I will leave you now
And never look back
Feel the power of those words
From them your future pain will attack.

I will now grab tomorrow
And pull it into today
The power of the present moment
Bleeds love with nothing to say.


WHISPERED TEARS

I will put my love for you aside
I will put my hate for you aside
I will put my anger in the back
And ignore the fact that you lied

I will place the deceit next to the lies
Come back to those later
Place no blame on my mind
My heart is the innocent hater

I wrote you a long letter
Which I never sent
Along with its contents
My respect for you went.

You don’t deserve to know how I feel
You don’t deserve to read that letter
You deserve only what you steal
Your hearts motive is the tragedy setter

Your manipulation and my respect
These two have to be far apart
Between my strength and my weakness
You cannot reside in my heart

You dug in and took true love
Replaced it with disease
The cancer now making you call
Your heart never at ease

From my emotions came sorrow
Followed by devastation
Then acceptance of tomorrow
With passion its creation

I am looking for your replacement
Who will bring my heart pleasure
Your worth and its debasement
The nothing right now has more measure.

May I liberate you from the presumption?
That future's pain will treat you nice
Your frailty will be rotting twice
And your fairytale a polished vice.


KARMA

I had a nightmare last night
That I caught you in a lie
Take this bomb of hope hold it close
My fears have learned to fly.

I send you peace you don’t have
I send you strength you are lacking
You don’t quite see it yet
It is yourself you are attacking

What part of my heart are you after?
All of it you shot to hell
Of what part of my spirit are you the master?
That bomb holds your nonexistent spell

The dead horse between us is faster
That truth between our farewell
Try to resuscitate with disaster
The lies you are trying to excel.

Everything I thought we had
Was a lie and a mistake
The grieving part of its flaw
Is the part I cannot break

I take apart intricate pieces of my emotion
Every crevice occupied with devotion
You've destroyed a part of me that can never be repaired
This is not temporary commotion.

To figure everything out
In these battles of trying to cope
Take your nails out of my wings
I must now crush my hope.


RUST

I had a nightmare last night
Woke up and its reality
Where can I escape this taunting?
The shadow of its vitality.

Time is proving useless
What will erase this scar?
It opened up a second wound
Worst than the first one by far.

You are no longer an option
You can’t fulfill this void
Once my love through deception
Now my enemy destroyed

You deserve the pain part of love
Where can I place you from my mind?
Take this emptiness from my heart
And go somewhere far and unkind.

Take the far into never
And your never into hell
Make your never into a promise
For my inner peace to dwell

Make it your every endeavor
To stay in your full potentials shell
Fulfillment of inability will come
Blocked trust will join karma's spell.

There is alleged pain in your eyes
You want me to become a believer
Lies are your heart's surprise
A tangled illusion you are its weaver

I can’t sleep again
Why do I need your permission?
To control my love for you
And place it under hate's submission

Next time it pours from the sky
And your home floods with a thick puddle
My collected tears will be most of it
Crawl into a corner and huddle.

If you don’t change our reality
Your dreams will slowly begin to rot
I have overdone my sincerity
Now embrace or erase its plot.

Congratulations you are now homeless
My heart put out a vacancy note
Tears bouncing off the message
Left with what the rust on there wrote.


TEAR DROP

 

I don't know
Why on this emptiness I feed,
I can't seem to grasp
That little extra knowledge I need.
 
I have vivid memories
Must I shove them into the past?
Had I been wiser I would have known
How to assure that our future will last.

To scrape out unwanted self-pity
I must pry deep into my mind,
To bring back comfort and self-assurance
I can't be scared from what I find.
 
What frightens me the most
Is hearing a negative view,
I can forgive my own criticism
But it is devastating if coming from you.

I eagerly held up my dreams and aspirations
Everything for you to enjoy,
You took aim and put a bullet through it
Who is to blame for this void?

How can I blame my innocent heart?
If the tear was there I can't say that I knew it,
To have found you and see you leave
I cannot live thinking that I blew it.

If you are just scared and self-conscious
Let me help lift you off the ground,
Don't let our union become a mere memory
You are searching for someone you already found.

Is our future about to be reduced
To a single photograph with some writing?
Did you plan to turn me loose?
Watch this parting that I am now fighting?

I am desperately trying to hold on
As you are convincingly slipping away,
I love you enough to set you free
I will not force you to stay.

Does your urge to leave me stem from love?
I am sure this is not the cause,
Can you honestly enjoy life without me?
I am feeling faint I need to pause.

Don't turn away you are the core of my happiness
My eyes have more for you to explore,
If we lose eye contact I might as well go blind
You are the gateway to my soul.


DREAM THROUGH ME


I dreamt that our dreams became illusions
It's what you would expect from time spent apart,
If we continue to nourish our confusions
Our dreams can never get a fair start.

If I am so in tuned to your love
Why can't you find your way?
If your heart knows without a doubt
Why can't you say it today?

Can we relate to each other
On a level not yet known?
I know you can compliment my love
Above and beyond what has grown.

Through my problems I feel gifted
Is this more difficult to say or hear?
You can't imagine where you will be lifted
Once your love for me loses its fear.

Pardon my vision's ambition
It has a stronghold on your curiosity,
Your self-assurance knows its limits
Mine only has focused velocity.

I will pursue my love to dream
If the loving dream is your love,
I will love the love that you dream up
Enrich it with all of the above.

This is a good time to take notice of your dreams
Look into my innocent glossy eyes,
They clearly see what to you only seems
My love for you never wears a disguise.

Don't abandon my heart
Leaving it painfully reflecting our history,
It will not survive wrapped up in the thought
That it was the star of a murder mystery.

It takes a single second to end this
Two moments to say goodbye,
A minute or two for the lethal realization
Ten lifetimes to master the why.

I can only write with inspiration
So it is essential to have you near,
I will extract the words from our fascination
Thrown all fancied up back into your ear.

Flash me that famous smile again
That keeps me sane on my daily course,
The next time we meet I will have
A million more things for you to reinforce.

We can always make time our friend
Trust that it will pull us together,
Believe in it until the end and
Hope the end comes after forever.

My thoughts are never scripted
Launching my passion-filled spear,
To uncover a new love unpredicted
Within the love we know is near.

How about I redirect it?
Into a melody you can tune,
As you embrace me when you detect it
And tell me it is now rather than soon.

Let your instincts paint the full picture
That our ongoing love saga will aid,
You will feel the symptoms of our inner growth
Believe me your mixed feelings will fade.

 

SPECIAL SILENCE


Please don't ignore me 
I know you have so much to say, 
If only your words would go there 
I wouldn't feel pain in this way.

Think from the start up to today
How would you now live without it? 
Our path littered with array 
For the world I would not reroute it.

I treated you in that way 
Paradise does not doubt it, 
Even it is jealous 
Curious to learn more about it.

With aching pleasure I give you 
All the time you need, 
Because time destroys the truth 
This farewell it will heed.

I feel like what has surfaced 
Is still incredibly deep, 
Our close encounter is the only source 
For why I cannot get sleep.

All it takes is some understanding 
Our friendship is the paradise of forever, 
It left a delightful residue to guide 
What has severed from our love together.

You know I am a very strong person 
But this parting I cannot handle, 
If you believe I am wrong 
Then truth is planning a scandal.

Don't strive to become perfect 
Such state would ruin your appeal, 
No reason to feel insecure about flaws 
That only enhance you as my ideal.

Just glance at me with sincerity 
I will take care of the rest, 
My heart will struggle to mention 
And define love's every dimension.

If I can just have your attention 
Put me through every test, 
I will create an invention 
Out of your sincerity at its best.

Now there is no U-turn 
We must continue on our flight, 
More flames eager to burn 
From the distractions of our first sight.

There is much more to learn 
When you allow your heart to ignite, 
Invite the love you will earn 
Between my generosity now and tonight.

COME BACK

 You have rejected my proposal
Was it a selfish plea you saw?
Alternative motives flying your way?
I lost as you enlarged this simple flaw.

No violent altercations were pursued
No confined arrests of the heart,
Still caused this indifferent split
The severity of life lived apart.

The fairness of preventing this end
Weighs heavily on your side,
The unfairness of burdening your heart
Upon which I never tried to subside.

How do I endure this transition?
It could be a road well sought,
Though, I always lapse back to what we had
It feeds on the powers of my thought.

I wish to push time in reverse
Tempt the damage fate has done,
Restore the priceless jewels we captured,
We lost what no one has ever won.

Will I feel this way come tomorrow?
If I could just survive the next minute,
I have distrust for this uncertainty,
I must conquer its misuse and win it.

Am I in the back of your mind?
Do you visit me often there?
At least I am with you somehow
Even without the pleasure of your stare.

Sing to me a note
About the heaven that surrounds us,
Leave out the sorrow
From the parting that has found us.

My heart has become anemic
Come and administer your cure,
Our love will dance into forever
Eternity is aggressively sure.

We are both foolishly searching
Yet we know where we should go,
Your words brand in me that happiness,
I crave back that comforting design I know.

                                                                                             

WHO       

 

You have made some enemies
Those who are not worth the fight,
Who blame you for their insecurities,
You only showed them the light.

Mediocrity has strangled many
To believe it is others they hate,
The soul can play such a trick
Strung on the hooks of this bait.

Why do you suffer for others?
How do you approach someone new?
When the past has stuck you with swords
Sharpened with only their view.

Who in reality cares?
When you play pinball with your head,
Who has guts to ask questions?
When your bizarre thoughts fail to be read.

Who is at least a friend?
Will hug your fears when around,
But at intense times of hell
Becomes a phantom to be found.

Who stands closer than your mirror?
To analyze what you reflect,
Point to a flaw and slap it,
Give it a new name and effect.

Who will embrace your worships?
Tuck in its security tight,
Praise your character when it cries
Look you in the eyes when you’re right.

Who will fascinate to promote your wishes?
With strength beyond your own will,
The meaningful find of your search
Is this person who is not present still.
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DREAM UP A LIFE FOR ME

 

Dream up a life for me
Show me the love I want to see,
Create a real fantasy
A place anyone would want to be.

Use your vision as a guide
In your dreaming when you’re awake,
Show me the love you have to give
Help me realize the feelings at stake.

I will wait for you forever
When you think I no longer care,
Still waiting, waiting and more waiting
Until your doubts are no longer there.

You are the enchantment of my purpose
Do these words express my feelings?
They are not open to interpretation
My heart's ransom note you are stealing.

A temporary lapse into fantasy
As the wealth I spread lifts you off the ground,
You will receive planned surprises
You've earned the interest I have found.

My pouring rain pounds in your hands
You’re in the sun you always stay dry,
Point me to this world of your love
One where my freedom can fly.

Show me the love I want to see
Show me the person I strive to be,
In this world it’s just you and me
We can make this our reality.

Deprived of your voice for a day
This eternity drags on too long,
Now it has been a week
Hoping my insecurities are wrong.

Where does our story begin?
How will it come to an end?
Our past evokes only fond memories
With nothing breakable to mend.

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COMPLEX CONFIDENCE

 I must face complete death now
If you are gone forever
The uncertainty of this distance
Is taking whatever of love it can sever

It is a waste of time to write anymore
When it no longer relieves my sorrow
The death of love is the birth of hate
I will hate myself even more tomorrow

I hate my heart for loving you still
For ignoring the truth circumstance has brought
For not blaming you in your choice to leave
For resisting advancements I sought

I am pleading with my mind
Not to steal confidence from my heart
Fill it with unkind thoughts
Then rip even those thoughts apart

If we must part for good
Let me be the memory holder
Give me every happy photo if you would
To ensure your smile never grows colder

I must start an epidemic with this hope
Afraid of the disguise truth is hiding
The complex part is trying to cope
Spreading through my entire body

Now that half of me has died
The other half is trying to give
Accepting nothing from others
Without you I see no reason to live

The arrow of death has conviction
As it wiggles through my heart
A straight line has no friction
This way it kills every vital part

Every month without you
Taunts the in between days
Every hour is about you
Each minute and its cruel ways

The power of dreaming about you
The seconds and moments that doubt you
How deep must I bury reality
To overcome life without you

I want to close the book forever
Then again comes this urge
Echos from your words of silence
Split the remains of love's purge

My confidence always shifts
As the complexity remains
The end of our story drifts
Leaving behind random stains

In the middle of a long night
I stare into the mirror
To watch a single tear drop
Confirming every loaded fear

You don’t see the salty puddles on my floor
Waiting for this wrong to become right
An empty room when I open the door
And you are somewhere off in flight

What meaningless task did I conquer today
Between this depression and its delight
Longing for you I am drawn in deeper
Captured then blindfolded to fight

I can feel destiny's plan
We have so much to accomplish in its light
But darkness does all it can
To dim the hope part of my sight

Is this the dark side of love I am seeing?
Or the side of my sadness with hope trying to be fair
Is this my subconscious trying to stop?
Or warn my heart of what is not there

Is this logic trying to resolve
All that is embedded in your stare?
Knowing it can never capture
The nuances of the ways that I care

Inherent in my low energy now
Is the will not to fall asleep
Because after the insomnia
Follows something overwhelmingly steep

Love not only mandates secrets
It then reprimands itself for falling too deep
As the passion resurfaces
Anxiety decides which ones to keep

Do you know what it's like
Trying to keep my soul alive?
My mind destroying its core
My heart telling it to survive

What is planned for me tomorrow?
Today has my blessing to die
If death leaves an ounce of sorrow
Then tomorrow is also a lie

I will struggle my life away
For a single kiss to see me through
That moment manipulates my thoughts today
I need your rainbow to fade this blue

The residue of this sorrow I would never let you borrow
I don’t want you to reflect on this pain
Just say you love me and call me tomorrow
Even paradise gets a little rain
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LOVE'S BALLET PART 2

My incentive to keep on living
Lies between your phone call and my hope
Somewhere in there is my love for you
Defining the extent of its scope

A delayed response to my call
Once again shows the distance
Between my insecurity and your smile
My insecurity has less resistance

If you have just left me
My meaning for life is gone
Why do I put it inside of you?
When I should put it into being strong

Every delusion combined just met me
And told me the truth about feeling wrong
If I can't trust my feelings to get me
This death trip for my heart will be very long

What conclusion should I draw?
Your call is delayed an hour
My mind has left, my heart is in awe
True Love never needs a shower

Love will not let us hide
In exchange for its focused power
Rather be our patient guide
In the decade of this hour

You see Love's Ballet is you and I
It wants to encircle us wide
Stop living within a lie
Love needs us for its pride

Don’t put your heart in that basket
Do you want true love to go hide?
Don’t put mine in a casket
The true part will lose all its stride

If I don’t have hope I don’t need to take risks
If I don’t take risks I have nothing to vow to
Leave me hope to make sense of all this
And I will give you all my dreams about you

Your approval means everything to me
I take your words and build every endeavor around it
What is this True Love everyone is after?
I officially announce now that I have found it

How does it feel to find your soul mate?
No words can further color my emotion
The quiet part of the peace within me
Dominates the loud with pure commotion

Suddenly high expectations reveal True Love
And you see it all in slow motion
One embrace is all it took
I need you sunshine, you are my ocean

As they say don’t force it
If it is meant to be...
But how can you not when you look in your heart
And write a musical from what you see

Magnify it just once
Tell me the parts you need from me
For a single moment you will see
This force is Love and Love is me

The only things in life that have meaning
Have planted themselves in your eyes
The way you messenger them to me is speeding
Love is our goal and happiness the prize

I send my heart with a high gloss finish
Embrace it and it will shine with style
Now return to me with it
And bring along your famous smile.

Suddenly you reach out to me
From a simple place warm-hearted
It is not that complex you know
We were meant to be before we started


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CUPID'S ONLY ARROW


The moment I first saw you
Common sense and I parted
A cupid came and grabbed my knees
Happiness was jump started

I asked for his arrow said please
Got shot right through the heart
A pleasant discomfort ohh gees
I’m enjoying every part

I wasn't your first love
But I want to be your last
So come and straddle me
And do it really fast

Rock it back and forth
Give me satisfaction
I will overwhelm you
With my sincere reaction

My eyes are untrained for you
Give me just a minute
Ok, my love is all yours
Now catch me to begin it

If I say something clever
Will you put your love in it?
I need your attention forever
My attraction will spin it

Give my confidence birth
Imply something with your eyes
Then I will state your worth
And show you my nobel prize

So this is what weak knees feels like
I am trying to chew my gum
No, really I can't walk
My knees are super numb

Oh I made you smile
A real smile without force
The rest of my life now
Is on the right course

I trust you with my heart
Will you give me yours or not?
What’s the password to your smile?
True love wants that spot.


CHISEL ME

It could be too soon
But how do I measure time
When I feel this way next to you

I'm suspended in air
Take a part of me I will be fine
Knowing you give me the best of you

I see a rainbow
There's no rain before it
What part of love can we rely on?
True love wants to see it
Your essence can free it
This presentation is right on

As you see above
Look down below
As you come from within
Look all around  
What I see below
I also see above
You are my evidence of love
Within the comfort I have found

What part of love is this under?
Will there be rain or just thunder?
My inspiration needs a tune up
So come and chisel me

Will there be rain or just laughter?
Will there be laughter in the rain?
Will we have pain to regret after?
Will our rope have any strain?

Can you see?
Where love wants to be?
Once you learn its me
Who will set you free
You will come and chisel me
Chisel me, show me how u want me to be,

I just want to love you can't you see
So go ahead and chisel me
Oh baby, chisel me, take a sip of bliss, you'll see
Get drunk off love's symphony
So why don't you chisel me

I see a rainbow
There's no rain before it
I see happy tears
My heart is all for it
Our rainbow is smiling
Let me adore it
Your love is my life
Time to explore it

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